It shouldn't be this hard. No one told me I would feel like this.
Almost 3 months later I should NOT be crying myself to sleep at night.
I'm young & female; I should be having the time of my life.
I'm not tied down. I'm free which is what I wanted all along.
So why the hell do I still love you?
Why the hell are you everywhere I turn?
Every song on my iPod, every tiny red sidekick, every goddamn thing I write
somehow you're still there.
You're sitting in the same room as I type this.
I can feel the tension
How can you pretend like nothing's wrong?
How do you walk by me like I'm just another passing stranger?
After everything that happened, how is it possible for you to feel nothing at all?!!
I'm sorry I just don't understand.
You were my best friend
My soulmate
You were my everything
I don't think it's possible for you to be my nothing
All I want to do is talk
I want to know what's going on in that steel-cage mind of yours
Please, I'm begging you.
Just hear me out.
Until then, I'll just sit back.
I'll give you your space.
Just know,
when I told you forever,
I meant it.
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Are u in my head? I mean, i love you, but thats creepy. I know how u feel, hun. And hopefully, you're stronger than me. Which u are, so ull make it. I love you.
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