little miss sunshine's in the clouds

falling slowly
not sure why or how
softly drifting
slipping away
something is off
I feel like an outsider
a silent spectator of my own life
confused
my head spins with whispered words
spoken in secret
the tick-tock of the clock deafens me
time does not seem to be on my side
yeah, yeah I know
everything changes
I'm fine
everything's fine
but who am I talking to?
convincing the world?
...or myself?