Sunday, January 18, 2009

when i should've been taking math notes.

i am.
i am alive and i am living.
i am an old soul.
i am a hopeless romantic.

i am surrounded by a marvelous "family".
i am in love. <3
i am completely & incandesantly happy.
i am an "amazon".
i am a dancer.
i am tired of hearing this woman going on & on about numbers.
i am longing for a snow day.
i am learning to chainsaw people in half.
i am obsessed with words.
i am NOT a morning person.
i am a flair addict.
i am a sexy sax. :P
i am queen saxamuphin!
i am in need of caffine.
i am here for him.
i am learning to relax.

i am going to perform more.
i am never going to give up on my dream.

to a new friend.

pure truth.
scary to most, needed by others
no clutter. no frills. no filler.
please.
just
flat
out
don't be afraid
for i am definitely not
the truth won't harm you
i promise
i won't let it
despite popular belief
i know
i really really believe
if you just let me in
the truth
will
set
you
f-r-e-e.

Saturday, January 17, 2009

getting back to basics

and we walk.

hand in hand
down a path with no clear destination
today the sun warms our cheeks
smiling, we lace our fingers tighter
laughing at jokes from days past
I sneak shy glances into his sky blue eyes

and we walk.

tomorrow it may be raining
fingers loosely touching, if together at all
the space between us grows
words sharp like needles
eyes straight ahead
I sneek worried glances in his direction

and we walk.

as the clouds part
the smiles dance back across our lips
the empty space fills like the spaces between our fingers
I trip
He laughs

and we walk.

Knowing the sun can't hide for long
so we just smile
hand in hand
down a path with no clear destination
together

and we walk.