Rainy Monday.

Bitter raindrops fall from dreary gray clouds, rolling down my cheeks like tears cried at a wave goodbye.
I don't notice though.
I'm lost once again in a dream of the day.
A dream of ocean breezes and salty sweet air.
Of soul-shaking laughter and sand between my toes.
Why should I let myself fall captive to the gloomy world around me when in my dreams I'm chillin' with the most awesomely ridiculous soul sisters a girl could ask for?
Oh, and don't forget the best looking boy on the beach, playfully stealing a kiss in the warm summer sunshine.
Sure, the world outside my window is dreary, but no one said I have to agree.
Until the sun decides to reappear and chase away this damn rain,
I'm perfectly content just laying here in my own little world.
A Day Dream Believer.

an ugly piece of the past

"Driv'n down the dirt road surrounded by trees of gold.
It's fall in the country and it feels like I'm runnin' away from the world, away from my troubles, far from my worries and fears. It's fall in the country and I'm runnin' from the world. Yeah, it's fall in the country and I'm running from the world. Driv'n down the dirt road surrounded by trees of gold. I'm watchin' the world go by, from my cloud in the sky. It's fall in the country and it feels like I'm runnin' away from the world, away from my troubles, away from my worries and fears. It's fall in the country and I'm runnin' from the world. Yeah' it's fall in the country and I'm runnin' from the world.
Driv'n down the dirt road surrounded by trees of gold."

[Horrible song written by 11 year old Ryann]

his song.

Love, take my hand.
Let's get away we don't need anybody else, now
'Cause I know that you're here to stay.
And those kiss me blue eyes, yeah, they're makin' my heart race.
Let's disappear.
I doubt that Bedford will miss us.
Far away from here.
Don't you dare look back it'll be just you and me
us together
I feel more alive with each look that you give me
I can't wait to spend forever
Just livin' this love song
You me us together

Boy, can't you see,
When you're not around I kinda go cRaZy.
No matter what, forever I'll be
right by your side and there's no way I'm leaving.
Please believe me
when I say I love you more
than you will ever know.
I pinky swear
it'll be just you and me us together
I feel more alive with each look that you give me
And I can't wait to spend forever
just livin' this love song
You me us together
You me us together
Yeah you me us
together.

Las Estrellas [semi-oldish]

Shooting stars.
Dart across a vast sky of inky blackness
Though not nearly as vast as what we have
Down here on planet earth
Chilled hands clasped together tightly
Against the brisk night air
Bodies pressed close
Sheltering each other from the outside world
So close I hear our hearts
Beating
Beating
Together in time
The rest of the world slips away
Just us
And the stars
Every single one shining just as bright
As your eyes
On this frosty December night.

across the room.

Slyly glancing across the room in that general direction
from my spot across the room.
Across the room there is a boy, almost a man.
He doesn't notice...but I watch him.
He's tall and very thin. His wavy brown hair falls lazily across his eyes.
He does that sexy hair flip thing that he does.
He really doesn't realize it does he?
The eyes are the window to the soul.
And he has the most beautiful soul I've ever seen.
There's this very laid back calm thing feeling surrounding him.
Like the ocean, just moving wherever the world takes him.
Still so strong and willing to stand up for his beliefs/those he loves
even if he's standing alone.
Suddenly, I realize I'm staring like a young school girl...again.
I quickly drop my gaze to the floor but then I can't resist to raise it again.
Our eyes lock and he gives me that playful half-smile that he does.
The one that says everything I ever needed to hear.
Ugh...
that smile demolishes me in one swift blow-
my mind, reduced to a babbling simmer of incoherant feelings/words/sounds.
As his gaze changes direction I continue to stare.
I realize now, more than ever....
that is my soulmate over there.
The love of my life is right there-
Across The Room.

besome.

Breathless.

My mind.
Blank.
Every part of me.
Every nerve ending, every cell
feels ALIVE!!!
Everything I say comes out either mumbled and incoherant
or completely retarded.
I try to take a step and I almost fall on my face.
SO...
I can't breathe.
I can't think.
I can't talk.
I can't move.
"Are you dying?" you may ask.
No.
Quite the opposite actually.
The cause of my symptoms is quite simple really.
It's all because
that gorgeous boy
with eyes that envy the blue of the summer sky
that amazing, incredible, intelligent, gorgeous boy
kissed
me.

I am electric.

A warm summer breeze brushes my cheek.
Happy shivers dance down my spine
Sparks hit every nerve ending
I am electric.
Feelings equivalent to when he gently brushes my cheek
Barely
Almost accidental
His bright blue eyes sparkling brighter than the sun above
Our fingers intertwined like our souls
I lean close and whisper, barely audible
"Soy tuya para siempre."
He smiles and shakes his head for the language is not his own
I smile and look to the sky
Knowing even in another language the truth is there
"I am yours forever."
Unfortunatly words, in any language, are not sufficient
No.
There aren't words.
No words passionate enough
Big enough
Infinite enough
Incredible enough
They simply are not enough to describe how I feel around him.
Maybe one day
Maybe I will find a way to show him exactly how much he means to me.
Until then I'll just live.
Live in utter electric perfection
Shivery warmness
Like a random kiss on my shoulder
A warm summer breeze brushes my cheek
I am electric.

Aloha!

Ello there! welcome to my spot....no touching :)